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well i was planning on writing a journal, now im here ive forgotton what to write.....

yesterday was brilliant, dan just appearing like that i really didnt expect it.... its nice to see he hasnt forgotten me that quick even tho it has been months since we spoke. was totally hyper the rest of yesterday and just couldnt stop smiling today.

got an exam tommorow, havent got a clue what its on, didnt turn up to any of the lessons so thats propably why, i think i may have to adopt the emergency procedure fro exams for those of you who know what that is.....

erm and thats about as much as i can remeber i was planning to write, heads a bit mashed right now, i think its the after affects from the hyperness yesterday

oh my!! such a wierd day!!!

right yesterday (which was thursday) i went into Cov to do some shopping, a woman stopped me in the street and asked if i wanted to be a model for a hair salon magazine! how crazy is that - i had to say no cause i dont trust many people with cutting my hair, i barely trust my own hairdresser..... then i went to work and there was this new girl in my class who looked deadly familiar and i asked her what her name was and turns out she was my ex's little sis..... then at the end of class the owner comes up to me with a wage slip (my work is normally voulantry) then asks if i can do 4 paid weeks in summer, then asks me if i want to sell my work to the arts centre


i mean HELLO!!!! what the hell is going on here?! its wierd but i hope it keeps up cause im beginning to like suprises

wel im finally getting better from my outburst on tuesday - that was horrible i didnt realise things were that bad until i talked to someone, and gave them a nice little watery make up stain on their t-shirt...oops, well a lot of things are happening and a lot of things are still not happening too which is the bit thats annoying me. not much has changed since tuesday in the way of my predicaments its just learning how to put up with them i guess.. thank you so much to all my friends that support me and make me feel better, ive really needed it these past few weeks and im sorry for all the crying and making up excuses for all the dissapearing acts ive done lately cause in case you hadnt noticed, i havent really been spending all that time up in art.

anyways, looking forwards, im gonna see cobra starship soon thanx to my awesomest best friend amy fraggle!!!!

ill update this soon with better news i promise

mel
x

someone said that to me twice this week and sure enough she was right, predicaments are falling in front of me like rain, its like what ive just gone through, then watching someone else do the same thsi karma stuff is scary

not feeling too bad now, its amazing how much ive missed talking to people over the easter, they make me feel so much better.

art exam on thursday....erm not sure if thats good or not, im still convinced taht im no where near ready but cant think of much else to do for it.

i suddenly have the biggest craving for marshmallows and rain, i want it to rain - like a BIG thunderstorm

OMG britney spears video = manga never thought that would happen!!!

anyways a load of old randomness and im signing out for the evening

mel xx